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Suddenly,

Sound of Thunder breaks the Silence.

Rain falls down,

watering the Quiet garden.

Flowers Smile, while facing the rain,

get their body wet.

Dandelions get affraid,

'cause of their physically weakness.

Facing the rain

is a Big Trial of their Life.

But, that's the worthfully tales of Living.

The One or More,

Who's able to Struggle,

will Have the 'Rainbow' within every each Living.

Life

is about How You

keep your body Stand

on your own feet.

it will Turn your 'Light' on and tell

how much Experiences you've faced

within the Glowing.

There's no need

to write down the words

"i ever reach the highest mount".

You just Glow

down to earth ~

Down To Earth

-Justin Bieber-

ohhh,ohhh,oh
I never thought that it'd be easy,
Cause we're both so distant now,
And the walls are closing in on us and we're wondering how,
No one has a solid answer,
But just walking in the dark,
And you can see the look on my face, it just tears me apart.

So we fight, (so we fight)
Through the hurt, (through the hurt)
And we cry and cry and cry and cry,
And we live, (and we live)
And we learn, (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try!

So its up to you, (oh)
And its up to me, (yeah)
and we meet in the middle, on our way back down to earth,
Down to earth, down to earth, down to earth
On our way back down to earth,
Back down to earth x8

Mommy, you were always somewhere,
And Daddy, I live out of town,
So tell me how could I ever be, normal somehow?
You tell me this is for the best,
So tell me why am I in tears?
(Woo) so far away and now I just need you here,

So we fight, (so we fight)
Through the hurt, (through the hurt)
And we cry and cry and cry and cry,
And we live, (and we live)

And we learn, (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try

So its up to you,
And its up to me,
And we meet in the middle, on our way back down to earth,
Down to earth x3

On our way back down to earth, (on our way back down to earth)
Back down to earth x8


I felt so far away,
From where we used to be,
And now we're standing,
And where do we go,
when there's is no road (no road)
to get to your heart?
Lets start over again!

So it's up to you,
And it's up to me,
And we meet in the middle, on our way back down to earth,
Down to earth, (down to earth)
Down to earth,
On our way back down to earth,

I never thought that it'd be easy,
Cause we're both so distant now,
And the walls are closing in on us and we're wondering how?

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/down-to-earth-lyrics-justin-bieber.html ]

i will be

 I Will Be 
-avrilL Lavigne-

There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

I thought that I had every thing I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe cause your here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And with out you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day with out you
Here with me do you see your all I need

And I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

i just thought we were meant to be ..

You said you were my best friend,
was that a lie?
Now I'm nothing to you,
you're with another guy,
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying,
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying ..



==
And I do miss you .
I just thought we were meant to be .
I guess now, we'll never know --
The only thing I want is for you to be happy ,
Whether it be with me, or without me...
I just want you to be happy ,.


kepahitan itu  .akan didasarkan dari perasaan tempat kita meletakkan
segalanya .itu semua akan tergantung pada hati kita .jadi, saat kamu
merasakan kepahitan dan kegagalan dalam hidup .hanya ada satu hal
yang bisa kamu lakukan .LpangkanLah dadamu menerima semuanya .
LuaskanLah hatimu untuk menampung setiap kepahitan itu ''

hatimu adaLah wadah itu .perasaanmu adaLah tempat itu .
kaLbumu ,adaLah tempat kamu menampung segaLanya .jadi,
jgan jadikan hatimu itu spti geLas, buatLah Laksana teLaga yang mampu
meredam setiap kepahitan itu dan merubahnya mjdi kesegaran dan
kebahagiaan

aku cuma ingin sakitku ini segera sembuh dan berharap km ada untukku. :((
muLuk'' yah ? impossibLe .ya ya ya .aku tau .yasudhLahh --'' .

samwan watchin over me ~

i found myself today,

Oh I found myself and ran away,

something pulled me back,

Voice of reason I forgot I had,

All I know is your not here to say,

What you always used to say,

But it's written in the sky tonight

CHORUS

So I won't give up,

no I won't break down,

sooner than it seems life turns around,

and I will be strong

even if it all goes wrong,

when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe,

someone's watching over me

VERSE 2

Seen that ray of light,

and it's shining on my destiny

shining all the time

and I won't be afraid

to follow everywhere it's taking me

all I know is yesterday is gone

and right now I belong

to this moment, to my dreams

CHORUS

So I won't give up,

no I wont' break down,

sooner than it seems life turns around,

and I will be strong

even if it all goes wrong

when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

someone's watching over me

BRIDGE what does it mean

It doesn't matter what people say

and it doesn't matter how long it takes

believe in yourself and you'll fly, high,

and it only matters how true you are

be true to yourself and follow your heart

CHORUS

So I won't give up,

no I wont' break down,

sooner than it seems life turns around,

and I will be strong

even if it all goes wrong

when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe...

That I won't give up,

no I wont' break down,

sooner than it seems life turns around,

and I will be strong

even when it all goes wrong

when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe....

that someone's watching over

someone's watching over

someone's watching over me

yeah yeah oh-OH..

someone's watcing over me ....!!!

[hilLarry duff ' - s.o watchin' over me - ]

it wass a pass ..

ketika suara hati berteriak .
meminta ketegasan diri .
saad ituLah semua pikiran dan .
tingkah Laku berubahh ..

membiasakan tuk membohongi diri ..
mengangkat nama dan derajat ' kemunafikan '
semua demi menghindar dari kenyataan .
bahwa memiLih ,itu .. -h-a-r-u-s- .

bagaimanapun .. 'dy' adaLah bagian hidupku .
...bahwa 'dy' pernah mengisi cerita hidupku .
meski kenyataan pahit sekarang aku aLami kehidupan yg Lain ..
..ku coba berjaLan tanpa membenci seorang yg pernah ada dLm hatiku .

biLa ada yg mencintaiku keLak, bagiku ..
tak Lebih indah dari cerita duLu .
...karena 'dy' meLebihi CINTA yg Lain ..
meski kupaksakan mencintai ,
meski jaLan tak seindah duLu saad bersamaa ...

mungkin saLahku duLu hingga kini semua berakhir .
..meski aku menanyakan saad itu kembaLi mungkin terjadi ..
mgtyLah org yg pernah ada di hatiku .
tak pernah untuk membuat 'mu' seLaLu terLuka ..
bagaimana agar engkau mgty ..
...mungkin saad nanti sampai hatimu berkenan kembaLi untukku ...

-simpLy-

after 5 years ~

seutas harapan tercipta ,.
waLau sudah usang rasa ini ada .
kadang sepi menyeruak daLam kegeLisahan .
Langit cerah .. banyak bintang .
Lalu ku intai hati tuLusmu .
seindah meLody .dLm Lagu .
Tertata Lukis cinta yg kucipta ..
daLam kanvas yg tergores nada . .

kmaren gw ktmu dy ,nothing interest sbenarnya .
not important jgag ,tp gtw napa .
gw bisa''nya tuLis ginian dbLakang buku sastra jepang gw,.
[spt yg byasa gw Lakuin ,oretd'' buku bagyan bLkng .hha ]
'' .. kmaren ktmu kamu ..bisaa Lyad kmu tnpa haLangan apapun .
jeLas bged wajahmu .dan saad itu .aku sadar bged -sgad sadar tepatnya-
kLu aku gga pantes bwad ada disampingmu . . ga pantes bwad kmu ,. bye ~ .. "
nah Lo .ngpaen itu nuLis bgtuan ? --''
gtw ia .. refLek ajja gtu .abiznya tiba'' keingetand .
mana idtu masie peLajaran Lgy .yah .. byangin ajja .
gw udda 5taon g ktmu dy !! 5 TAON !!
*byasa ajja deh ia, gga usa Lebay gtu ngmugnya*
terkezuutd sie ia ,jeLasLah .5taon gga ktmu .
tb'' dy muncuL di depan gw . . semped pandang''an gtu [ihirr rr :p], tdiam and saling ngelyad..
bah,. kayag teLenovela ajja nie ..
-hening- . agak Lama .then he said .
he : hi ,emm .. sptinya pnah kenaL . . *masie cb ingetd2, dan .. finalLy . .*
yak ! dieLa yah ?
gw : *masi bengong dgan tampang bego* ngedumeL dLam hati .. [np musti ingetd sie ni org !! gw kan udda gmw ingetd'' Lgy ! euh ><]
he : haLo ? salah orang yak ?
gw : ow, enggak'' .emm.. maksud gw ia, gw dielLa .hhe .Long time no see yaa ..

bLon sempet dy jawab, .untung waktu itu .hp gw bunyi .
kesempatand ini .pura'' hrus cpet'' pergy cz ada s.t important yang gboLe ditunda'' .

gw : eh, sory ia.gbsa lama'' .ada keperLuan soaLnya .
gw udah mw ngacir dari situ .

he : eh,,. emmm boLe mnta numb hp ?! .
ngmugnya gu''p banged .keLyatan dari wajahnya .
gw : ow, maybe next time ia .. if we 're meet again ..hope can see u in d other chance .daahhhh .
huhuh .gw pgy .. secepat''nya .gtw expresinya gmna .yg gw pikirin cuma satu .go. away ~
udda gga betah T,T .

sedikit poem untuknya ..

Sajak di Persimpangan 

                   [surat putih 3]

akhirnya kidta sampai disini .ditapaL batas ini .

pada persimpangan ketika

cinta dan dendam berbaur pada satu jaLanan .

bukan aku hendak mengabaikanmu .

tapi kesetiaan adaLah sejarah tentang Luka ,. dan ..

..............kemunafikan..............

memandangmu aku seperti meLihat

gunung berapi yg bergemuruh

menahan Lahar .

sementara tanah yang kau pijak

adL biru Laut yg setiap senja

menenggeLamkan matahari .

Lalu ...

aku menemukan kembaLi

arti kasih yg pernah kidta urai .

bukan hujan seteLah terik ,

spti yg sering kidta rasai dan maknai .

tapi kasih addaLah Lazuardi pada ...

. . . . . . . . . .senja hari . . . . . . . . . . .

pergiLah dengan indah .. gudt bye ~